36th day

In this life, there are so many things to see, a broken love story is just a wind blowing through an already windswept sky. Ly left Hoàng as if she had just left the longest sad day in her life. There is no need to see if my heart is advised to return or not. No need to tell the roads that have passed by, then wait, Ly will return. This is just a temporary anger. But those things belonged to love, and between Ly and Hoang it was emptiness, a calculation, a bad performance on stage, and the audience downstage didn’t bother to see what the two main characters were doing. what. They focus on playing games or reading online newspapers on their mobile phones.
In all the love stories of the writers wrote, they all let a certain love breakup take place with the image of the main character packing up things, calling a taxi to go to the station or airport. In feature films, it is not uncommon for a male or female character to sit on a car ride from a glass, his face looking through a glass window, outside is a passing scene of a roadside landscape, and a human face is dull and sad. tearful. With Ly today, too, Ly just broke up with a love and sat in the car looking through the glass window carelessly.

Ly is sitting alone on the flight. The flight from that glass left the city while the sky was cloudy, very cloudy. Ly sits right in the small doorway, just enough to see the sky, too many clouds, clouds obscuring the scenery below. The clouds were floating, making Ly think of the scene in the movie Tay Du Ky, the scene of Qi Thien Dai Thanh fighting goblins. All the words of separation always leave a wound in the heart, but sometimes time still cannot alleviate. But this divorce no one regrets. But that is an association, and this is a trip to hide in my heart the fragments that cannot be healed. Those are the consequences that we try to hold on to as if we were to leave them with us, we are living the passing days like an old movie, played over and over again. Hoang told Ly at the time Ly was thirty-one years old: “I will marry you.” At that time Ly was unsteady like a ship in the middle of the ocean, not knowing which beach his journey would take. At the same time, the beautiful love affair with Bao has just ended. Ly believed Bao with all his heart and loved it with all his might. When the two of them were deeply sworn by the sea, Bao said: “Thao was pregnant with me”. Bao informed Ly as if he were telling Ly a story in the past tense, telling it like a story of a sad movie. That is causing Ly’s heart to break to pieces, breaking apart that cannot be mended. Ly sat quietly and watched the falling sunlight, while Bao stood up silently and left the shop. It seems that Bao’s footsteps go very softly. Thao was a classmate in the past, a girl who sometimes went out with the two of them. Ly never thought Thao was her rival, because Thao was not pretty and Thao didn’t make more money than Ly. Occasionally Thao would go with the two of them, several times Bao took Thao back in the night. With Ly, it was impossible for Bao to lean towards Thao. But Thao was soft and it was his softness that needed protection that moved Bao’s chivalrous heart. Then, after many years of indulging in a passionate love, Ly lost. Lost Bao. Glass permeates her breakup in the way of life philosophy that not a woman with beauty, fame and money can keep a man’s heart. Thao doesn’t have what Ly has, but Thao can make the man remember and find it when he is most tired. Indifference is like a wind blowing innocently through the street, no matter if the rooftops are waiting. Ly became skeptical of all the men he met. Ly looks at their way of speaking, many people find beautiful words to praise Ly, as if in this world Ly is the most beautiful girl, and all are deep in the crowd. Ly looked into their eyes, even though they hid them behind the golden-rimmed spectacles, Ly still felt their gazes crawling on Ly’s bare arm or long white thighs without scars. Then Ly met Hoang. Hoang said: “Love is now a luxury product. It belongs to the kind of lost treasure. Ly laughed, and Ly suddenly startled when Hoàng did not bother to look at his breasts when Ly wore the shirt hanging down like all the men Ly had met. Hoang invited Ly to coffee, the night was the accomplice of the kiss, the desire to be close to the body, the embrace. But Ly was still safe by Hoang’s side, surprisingly safe, a safety that made Ly think about Hoang in the night, in his empty room. After the trip, Hanoi was married. Friends asked why he chose Hoang, Ly answered: “Because that’s the man I need.” That’s right, for a woman, after giving her all for her first love, then they choose a man who is with her on a sad and happy journey with the necessary safety. Because love can hurt your heart when you happen to read a dating message from your loved one on your mobile phone. Because love is jealous. That jealousy will make people exhausted. But the failure of a loveless marriage took place on the honeymoon. Hoang has left his mask, is a successful man, not eager to reveal his original form as a man incompetent and mean. Dalat was originally a city for beautiful love, its streets were imprinted with couples’ footprints. But the footprints of Ly and the footprints of Hoang who had just stepped on each other in that cold sky began to go in two different directions. Hoàng lying next to Ly snore, but the echo was like an earthquake after the sublimation of love. That Ly never thought about. Even so, Ly did not think that there were only two people in the dark, in the luxurious room of the 4-star hotel Ly was beside a profanity man. The cup is falling. Ly’s days as a wife turned into a sad play as no drama was sadder than that. Hoàng threw Ly to his house, considered Ly as a jewelry, and went out into the street. The nights when Hoang came home very late, his body was full of alcohol and the smell of chalk. Hoang pounced Ly like a child, no need to explain why he was late at night. I don’t care if Ly wants to have sex with me. Day by day as if the sun rose and then set. On the 36th day, Ly said: “Let’s break up”. Hoang asked: “Why?”. Ly laughed: “No reason at all. Luckily, I have not been married “. Without clinging, not begging, Hoang said: “It is up to you”. Ly walked out the house without looking back. Ly only heard the iron door pull back. Ly just heard the lock just clicked again. The flight seemed to be passing through a cloudy area, a falling rain shot drops of water onto the plane’s wings in the cloudy sky, it was what Ly saw. Ly felt like I was just a drop of clear water. Ly closed his eyes, tried to sleep in the floating, the hostess stood beside, whispered: “Excuse me, do you have a drink?”.